I understand what I am about to tell you is going to seem wildly farfetched and out-there, but I promise you it is even more wildly real and right here. Right everywhere actually. And it’s affecting every single one of us in a multitude of ways and even though my own doctor discounted it (and me), I was led to a wonderful new doctor, who agrees it’s affecting everyone, everywhere and the symptoms are real. 

I’m not writing this to instill fear into anyone, but rather to bring awareness in hopes of helping you make correlations and connections to your own health, symptoms, body, sicknesses, sadnesses and debilitating anxiousness, and aching everythings. 

We’ve never lived in a world like the one we live in now and it’s a world of convenience and instant access. All of our old-school ways of doing things are almost completely phased out with wireless and smart devices. More cell towers, more antennas, more cell phones, more wireless security cameras, more laptops, more Alexas, more tablets, more smart watches, more wireless baby monitors, cordless phones, and the ability to do cool things like turn your heat up in your home from across the world on another wireless device. But all of these things are wreaking havoc on our bodies.

I know it, because I can FEEL it. I feel EMFs because my body is healing from being hypersensitive to electro magnetic everythings……

When a neighbor is on a device, or streaming something, or downloading something, or making a wireless call, or using bluetooth, I feel PAIN in my body and it’s a pain I can not escape until the thing that is happening is over. How is this possible? I have had a series of unfortunate health events over time and eventually my body couldn’t take one more single thing. I was simply overburdened. 

I believe we are all born with an empty barrel that we slowly fill up with toxins. And that barrel is able to handle quite a bit. It can tolerate ingestion of pesticides from the food we eat, inhalation of toxic candles or cleaning supplies, off-gassing from carpets and fumes from paints and furniture stains, drinking polluted water, or the chemicals we put in and on our body with laundry detergents, lotions, perfumes, make up, deodorants etc.. The list goes on and on. But one day, our body says ENOUGH. That might be the day when you break out in a rash, but you haven’t changed anything in your diet or environment. You might feel exhausted all of a sudden, or have mood changes. You might begin to have joint pain or muscle spasms in weird places. You might get pounding headaches or tingling in your hands or feet. Your vision may increasingly get worse. You may suddenly have seasonal allergies, or lingering illnesses, maybe even a good dose of brain fog. I myself have stared at a recipe for 2 hours not being able to comprehend what I am supposed to do, or how to do it.

The smaller the body, the bigger the burden. There is a very popular quote by Mary Oliver, “Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?” I would like to make a new version of that go viral, and that is “Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious body?”

We only get one, and it’s up to us to give it our best chance to not only survive, but to THRIVE. It is challenging for me to feel good all the time, even though I have done EVERYTHING I can do to reduce EMF’s in my own home, and have mitigated lots of things. You see, I can only control my environment with regards to what I can physically do, like getting rid of wifi, hardwiring my computer, getting a landline, fix faulty wiring, unplug things I don’t use, eliminate all wireless things, stop using the microwave etc... but my issue (and yours even though you may not see it that way yet) is what is happening in the homes around our homes, and the world around us. Our bodies are increasingly being burdened by the better, faster, smarter, wireless, 4G, 5G, 10G etc. A lot of people attribute their aches, pains, and burdens to, “I’m old. I’m getting old. That happens,” but I beg to differ. 

I was talking to a friend of mine today and I said, “I feel like I’m a non smoker, but my home is full of people smoking, and even though they are figuratively lighting up in their own homes and cars, their smoke is filling up and going through my own home and into my one and precious body.”

Aside from mold toxicity, reactions to the vaccine, and lyme that I had all in the last 2 years, I think it’s important to mention what I now do for a living: I am a Feng Shui and Healthy Home Consultant, and Reiki Master Teacher. I started my small business Loving Karma in 2018 to help people align the energy in their homes and bodies. I have trained under many different teachers and had many mentors in a variety of energy-healing modalities. I have the ability to sense things acutely in energy fields in and around my and my clients’bodies, including the energy fields in and around our homes and environments. 

My body will feel like someone has a blow torch aimed right at me when someone is on a cell phone over a football field away. I can say that confidently because my sister and brother-in- law live in the house next to me, over a football field away, and if I use my landline to call her cell phone, my body immediately starts to burn and head begins to pound. 

If you are part of my close circle of friends, you will know the accuracy of my ability to detect when something is on, because I’ve been told “everything is shut off,” and I insist something hasn’t been shut down all the way by the amount of pain my body feels.   9 times out of 10, I am right when they doublecheck, and then power things off all the way, and the pain subsides. And the one time, the 1 out of 10 is the challenge I face in my home when I don’t know where it’s coming from, but I feel it. That is why I have had to quit my day job over a year ago, because I couldn’t tolerate my own work environment. Driving is a challenge, grocery shopping is a challenge, and forget about going out and hanging out with people for fun—-I simply don’t do it anymore, because I can’t ask the world to shut everything off for my comfort. 

So instead, I am doing what I can do, and that is bringing this awareness out into the world, to get people talking and thinking and start paying attention to what these devices and signals might be doing to you and your own precious children and families and pets and loved ones. The burden is getting heavier and heavier with all the latest and not-so-greatest devices and people are becoming more and more symptomatic. There seems to be more sickness and death from unknown causes, or supposed known causes, but no one is attributing the sickness and deaths to the aforementioned burdens. I am trying to bring awareness to the world. These EMF’s are taxing our bodies. They are a pollutant. They are toxic and they are everywhere.   

I hope this can be the tip of the iceberg for you in what you start to learn and understand. You CAN take action to mitigate your own environment to improve your sleep, health, mood, and your life.

Here are ten of my favorite simple tips of things you can do right now to reduce your own burdens and improve your immune systems:

• Start with your sleeping space and unplug EVERYTHING around you. Our sleeping spaces are where we spend 1/3 of our lives. Let that 1/3 of your life be the BEST chance your body gets to recover from what is burdening it daily out in the world.
• Put your phone in airplane mode with wifi, bluetooth, and cellular turned off while you sleep. And if you can, power it down all together! 
• Move your router as far away from your bodies as possible, like the other side of the house from where you sleep. Routers are one of the biggest culprits emitting high doses of radiation. (Pay attention to how you feel when you’re around one for long periods of time).
• Put your router on a timer. This way at night, it can’t bounce off anyone in your house or any of the smart devices nearby. 
• Get a battery-operated alarm clock so you don’t have to rely on your phone, or a plug-in one that emits lots of EMF’s.
• Opt for wired everything including headphones, keyboards, gaming devices, etc
• Disable wifi on your laptop when not using it, and never ever put the laptop in your lap.
• Don’t hold your phone to your ear when making a call – put it on speaker if you need to or use a wired headset to give yourself ample distance. 
• Don’t carry your phone on or near your body and if you do, shut it off completely. Signals are constantly being bounced from the tower or router to you phone saying, “Where are you?” And your phone bounces back, “Here I am” and that’s CONSTANT. And guess what else it hits besides your phone? Yup, you. 
• Wherever you spend long periods of time, see what you can unplug to reduce the levels of EMF’s around you.

If you are local to Northeastern CT, I offer Healthy Home Consultations where I bring in my Trifield Meter and measure your sleeping and working spaces so you can see what your exposures levels are and learn ways to reduce and mitigate your own EMF pollution. 

Spread the word, not the wireless. Your one wild and precious body deserves it, and so does mine. 

When I tell you I am about to be vulnerable, I’m about to be vulnerable with a capital V. We’re talking Vagina vulnerable. And if you are wondering WHY on earth I would be talking about my vagina so publicly, I would tell you it is because I want to help as many others who have suffered the most horrible pain you can possibly imagine on a multitude of levels when it comes to the “down there” parts of our bodies, which affect the up-here parts of our mentality and the everywhere else parts of our soul. 

I’ve always told people I’m a delicate flower. Since I was 18 I’ve had so many random, “what is that on my body,” or “where did that rash come from,” or “what did I just eat that is giving me a pounding headache,” types of experiences. But nothing, and I mean NOTHING, has ever come close to what I have been dealing with these last 6 months. 

I KNOW like I KNOW like I KNOW that this information is going to help at least one person out there who is suffering from something that doctors can’t seem to figure out or identify the cause, but have given a prescription to mask the symptoms. While it is all done in kindness to provide us some sort of relief, we are still sent on our merry way to continue to suffer, and be exposed to whatever it is that is causing us this unimaginable, and debilitating at times, sort of nightmare. 

So if it is you, the reader that I help, then all of this mortifying and embarrassing vagina talk will be worth it.

I can remember attending a workshop at Omega in Rhinebeck, NY, just weeks after my ex and I broke up last September, barely able to walk because it hurt so badly. Was it a yeast infection? Was it a bladder infection? God forbid was it an STD? I knew he sailed from our relationship straight to his next one, but did he cheat on me? This felt worse than anything I had ever experienced before. What the hell was wrong with me and why was this happening AGAIN?

The excruciating itch and extremely painful burn made me call my doctor on my way home from that retreat, because I was SURE it had to be a yeast infection. While I was relieved to get the prescription for Diflucan, I was disappointed when it didn’t help all that much. The symptoms had slightly faded but didn’t completely go away.

My life was becoming a daily cry-fest before leaving my room, or the house, or my car to go into anywhere. And then I would do what we all do when we are suffering, I pretended I was okay. I couldn’t let people know what was wrong because, well… it was about my vagina, and I was raised that it wasn’t proper to talk freely about that part of my body, but I’m SO FUCKING OVER the shame and the silent suffering. 

I had unfortunately been through this whole scenario the year before and been to doctor after doctor after doctor, only to be told, “You’re perfectly healthy Angela, we can’t find anything wrong, but try this prescription,” or, “there is this exploratory thing we can do with a camera where we would insert it into your – .” I would stop them with a hard fast “NO THANK YOU,” while waving my hands furiously back and forth. My previous experience has been that exploratory-anything hurts my sensitive-everything, and I didn’t want to deal with one more prolonged repercussion from something that was “exploratory.”

Any time doctors would offer me a prescription I would wince, telling them how sensitive my body was and how terrified I was to put something foreign and unnatural on or in it for fear of exacerbating my symptoms. Even though I had that little voice inside of my head saying “don’t do it don’t do it,” I still had the other unfortunate programming on repeat also in my head like a skipping record playing the number one hit, “doctors know best” track.